i dnt know what i want to write to be honest . i just feel like doin it . so i am going to describe what it looks like on the outside and on the inside . so i am just chillin in my room as always looking at my laptop listening to some dash berlin songs with my headphones on , lookin sometimes at my facebook and having an episode from Lucifer waiting for me . on he inside , well it doesnt look messy but it is confusing and it doesnt wanna talk to me . i am stuck between two different worlds that are mine that i want to create .